Time for a Change.

Re-formatting my blog has never proved an easy task.
There's always some kind of glitch to be fixed; unfortunately though, I've decided that I need to switch it up now.
Maybe it'll encourage me to write more.

How Long?

Most of you won't know this, don't know this;

I've been on Xanga for roughly 4 years, of course not under this name, under another, since April 2007.

I was around when TheBigShowatUD was Xan-God (to me at least), before TheologiansCafe was always front page, when AntiSoccerMom was huge.

Before Lovelyish and Mancouch.

I've also seen a couple scandals.

Believe it or not, I go on Xanga anywhere from 3-5 times a day, sometimes more.
Yet I never comment, I don't want people to still know I'm around and expect a decent post or anything, I've realized that consistency is my weakest point.
I have a hard time keeping up with everyone else.

My life isn't working so well right now, and I'm trying to focus on the things that make me happy and are productive to me as a human being.

 Maybe I'll be back to post more, I doubt it, but I might be.

If anything, I can give you my DeviantArt account;
http://theotherellen.deviantart.com/ 
Check out what I'm doing, waste some time.
(Although you should never waste time!)  

 

Things I Never Knew Would (Could) Happen

I was thinking this morning about the things in my life I never knew would happen.
Sure, I'm still very young, and life is constantly in motion, but many things have already happened to me
that have surprised me, so here's my list.

Ten Things I Never Knew Would (Could) Happen in My Life

1. Disliking an animal. (I really have no affectionate feelings for my roommates cat.)

2. Believing in marriage

3. Wanting to have children one day

4. Sticking with a SO for longer than six months.

5. Living in an apartment on my own.

6. Try to get good grades, do not so well, but still keep trying.

7. Crying when seeing old photos of myself with cancer.

8. Considering something other than being a Film Director for a job.

9. Telling someone I was in love with them.

10. Being happy, and choosing to be happy

What's your list of things you never knew would/could happen in your life, but did?

Busy busy busy!

I actually go onto Xanga at least five times per day, isn't that just crazy?

I'm getting fairly busy trying to keep up with schoolwork, cleaning my room and the apartment (oh my god my room is a warzone), and getting some photography up and going as well as making a new film, buying a new computer, writing songs for my band, having a band, practicing guitar, piano, making a make-up artistry portfolio, having a boyfriend. Jeeeeeeeeeez, I'm busy.

Yet I take this time in my life to start up again on Xanga? Whatever, I can do it.


.....Right?

Commitment

I'm thinking about returning to xanga, the only thing holding me back though is the amount of commitment it takes to keep a blog up to date and interesting.

My boyfriend (http://ennnui.xanga.com) has returned to xanga, logging all the notes he takes in class that he writes to me, so it's partially inspiring my return. That, and living away from home has taught me some interesting things as well.

In other news, I just sliced my finger open while filing my nail.
Fuckin' ow.